September 5, 2000

            Dear Diary,

Today, I started my first semester at school.  I don't fit in already.  All these skinny little Brittany Spears types running around, and then theirs me.  Who would want a woman with large 36 DD breasts, my thick thighs, all my curves, and big bottom?  Who is ever going to want me?  I knew I should have stayed home where I belong.  Oh diary, I want so to feel the closeness of a man.  To touch my first penis…  To have a guy grope my breasts, sticking them in his warm mouth….  Oh diary just thinking about it makes me hot and steamy…  makes me slide my hand down between my legs. 

Ohhhh diary, I want to have an orgasm…

September 7, 2000

            Dear Dairy,

Today was awful!  I hate school, in my gym class a "skinny girl" named Karen stood and watched my get undressed.  She just kept staring at me.  I looked at her once and she licked her lips at me…  Smiling… her hands slid between her thin thighs and she moved them back and forth.  Why was she tormenting me? Did they see me last night?  Are they watching me?  I am not sure what to do.  Karen is beautiful.  Boy how I would love to look like her.  Well diary I am off to take a shower.

September 7, 2000

            Dear Diary,

You're never going to believe what happened to me.  Karen came to my room last night.  She knocked on my door around 9 PM and asked of she could talk to me.  She said she wasn't teasing me today in the gym, but was turned on by my huge tits.  She asked if she could see them again so I showed her.  I took off my shirt and bra and let them dangle in her face.  She took them in her hands and she started kissing and licking them.  Can you believe it diary?  I am dripping wet again thinking about it.  She bit on my big nipples until they were hard as rocks!  It felt soooo good diary…  I was moaning when she pinched my nipples and sucked hard on each melon.  She asked me if I liked it….  All I could do was moan.  Karen smiled at me standing up.  She slid her long brown hair to one side and unbuttoned her blouse.  The entire time I was in shock diary.  I have never has sex…  and with a girl no less!!!  Her breasts were exposed to me… They are smaller than mine, but very firm.  She had rose buds for nipples. 

"Suck my tit", she said to me moving my head closer to her breasts.  I did just what she said diary.  She tasted so good.  I licked her boobs, and sucked on them hard like she said for me to do.  I loved it diary…  Maybe I am a lesbian and just never realized it.  That's all that happened diary, but it was WONDERFUL!!

September 9, 2000

            Dear Diary,

Today was a nightmare; I am convinced my room is bugged.  While sitting in the library today studying for a math test, John Williams came up to me, and slide his hand inside my shirt.  I almost died.  I pushed him away and he said, "Come on, I want a lick of those melon's just like Karen did.  I just stared at him…  I couldn't believe it.  I ran out of the library and back to my apartment.  Oh diary why did she tell people?  Or am I being watched.

September 10, 2000

            Dear Diary,

I searched my entire room, and found nothing to indicate someone was watching me.  Hmmm, Karen must be evil is all?  Huh…. Sometimes people really suck.

Time to take a shower… talk to you tomorrow

September 10, 2000

            Oh gosh diary you are not going to believe this.  I went to take a shower right?  And I got all undressed and lit candles in the bathroom and stepped into the darkened walk in shower.  I started cleaning myself when I felt something poking me in the back.  I turned around and there was John Williams…  COMPLETELY NAKED! 

"I told you I wanted a taste of those tits of yours," he said grabbing a hold of them.  I was scared out of my mind, but at the same time my body was quivering in anticipation.  I looked at him.  He had a hairy chest, muscular arms, not to mention his "total package".  Diary we stood there in the shower and he started licking my breasts.  The water dripped off me like a spring rain shower.  He made my legs weak as he caressed my breasts and pulled me closer to him.  I could feel that monster between his legs growing as he moved me over against the far wall of the shower. 

He looked at me diary and said, "You know I am going to take your virginity don't you?"   My heart almost stopped beating when he said that.  I asked him how he knew I was a virgin… and he said he knew everything about me.  That it was his business to know, because he was the "director" I asked him "the director of what?"…  You know what he said diary?  The director of our scene together!  Isn't that dreamy diary?

Anyway, we are in the shower and he has me pressed against the wall.  He is jabbing me with his full erection, while devouring my nipples.  I was moaning with delight when he turned me against the glass of the shower, my breasts pressed against it.  I could feel his hands slide between my legs.  I spread them farther.  I looked out the glass of the shower, and couldn't believe what I was seeing diary…  There standing in the bathroom naked was Karen.  She was smiling at us, watching, naked… caressing her breasts, playing with herself, moaning…

She smiled at me, not saying anything….